I didn’t intend to meet someone online but I did in some forums randomly last week. For the past couple of days or so I’ve been messaging her like what feels like letters to each other. It’s been a unique experience with anyone I have met online before.
With this whoever this woman is, I want to be honest. I can only be myself and if I want to fall in love then it has to come from the heart. It was in the late evening and we were already talking but it came out of me:
I thought about you all day.
Her response was:
What are you thinking about me?
I’m shy. As a guy, when you meet a new woman and you go crazy about her. You think about everything. What’s her life like? What is she doing now? What’s her hair like in the morning? What did she eat for breakfast?
It’s a little obsessive but you want to get to know this person. Understand who they are because you are just curious.
That being said I didn’t know how to exactly translate that to her. I could only say what I was thinking during the day.
I wondered how your eyes looked in person what colour are they?
What you looked like in the morning?
Idk my thoughts were racing a bit
I wondered what you were reading
And I wondered you looked like when you were reading
I kind of imagined what it would be like to read next to you.
She called me after.